It's a blessing that you've seen them, that's why you are here. My near death experience at 9 yrs old, I saw one too. Very comforting feeling, she was at the window at my grandparents' house up in the attic window facing where I laid on the bed very ill. She had wings and long golden hair and spoke softly telling me I wasn't to go with her and not to fear, even though I looked back at myself laying on the bed, I so desperately didn't want to go back but the angel reassured me not to fear and that there was much more for me to do in the future, that I would be needed for a great task and many people would need my help. My grandma saved my life with old homemade remedies and this experience changed my life in better understanding why I felt I never fit in nor was I ever able to conform to anything. God is real and is our creator, no doubt. Let's just not get confused with the Luciferian God, can be tricky. Our creator is felt in our hearts and in faith, brings us calm. 🙏💝