I'm sure you're not alone. Personally, I don't care for doctors. It's not that I wouldn't go to one if my life depended on it because I would, but for the most part, I steer clear of them. I've needed surgery on a torn rotator cuff for the last year and a half, but I refuse to go into a hospital for fear I'll be injected with the vaccine, or have my organs harvested, so I've just learned to live with the pain by not using my arm any more than I have to. That said, you entered your profession for all the right reasons; you wanted to help people. I don't believe all doctors are bad. It's just at this time in our history, we don't know the good ones from the bad. It's just hard to sort out. Thank you for your dedication to your profession. When this is all over, we're going to need you.