Just got to Vegas.! Drove all the way from California/ Mexico boarder. The lights are dimmed here.! Casinos are dark.! Some are gone forever.! NOTHING IS THE SAME THROUGH MY EYES ANYMORE! Now that I’m half awakened.! It’s so strange how I see our world. I feel so alone with some of my so called woke family.! Had to attend a funeral for my brother. He got the shot...... >:(
It’s not easy for me to pretend anything. I pray that something comes to light soon.! Before my family completely disowned me. I want to spend the rest of this year watching and loving my family and friends. Blessings everyone and sweet dreams.!

I think most of us can relate. This isn't worth losing your family over. Sometimes you just have to keep your feelings and thoughts to yourself. It's not pretending, it's just realizing that your family is in a deep slumber and nothing you say is going to wake them. Many of us in this forum have tried. Think about something. The people around you are willing to take an experimental vaccine even if it means their life. That's not even logical considering the "virus" is 99% curable with meds from a feed store. People aren't thinking logically. They're just existing. I know it's hard but just enjoy your family and forget about politics and the world imploding around you. I don't preach to my family. I don't discuss anything with them that I know is controversial because I know it makes them angry. They're deaf, dumb and blind. Put your thoughts and feelings in a journal. I have 11 journals now. It helps to write even if you're the only one that reads it.

OMGOSH. Thank you. made me tear up. Ive not said nothing anymore to them. Enough is enough. Its quite hard watching then line up with their childern. VERY HARD.! I want to save them all. but i just cant. why? BECAUSE they dont want me to. They call me the nut job.! its ok.! i dont mind. LOVING YOUR LIFE AND FAMILY IS THE KEYS TO MY HAPPINESS.! Sending you the biggest vitural hugs............... send.....
Ive been keeping personal thought journals. mostly for my own peace of mind. I truly want to help/save as many as i can.Not worth losing someone you love.!

Blessing.

Your family are those you choose to be your family. Sometimes you have to go outside your family to find family (if that makes sense). There are family members I won't go around because we have nothing in common. Just because they're blood doesn't make them family. Personally, I've never seen so many broken families and people as I see right now. The more truth that surfaces, the weirder and crazier people become. We've lived in this matrix all our lives and now that it's being exposed, the ones that see the truth are the ones being separated. I just try not to take it personally. We were all part of the matrix at one time so I keep that in mind when dealing with people, particularly family. Why some people were chosen to be awakened I don't know. What makes us different??? Idk. I just know we are. Maybe they'll awaken later. Until then, love who you can, but take care of you.