I think most of us can relate. This isn't worth losing your family over. Sometimes you just have to keep your feelings and thoughts to yourself. It's not pretending, it's just realizing that your family is in a deep slumber and nothing you say is going to wake them. Many of us in this forum have tried. Think about something. The people around you are willing to take an experimental vaccine even if it means their life. That's not even logical considering the "virus" is 99% curable with meds from a feed store. People aren't thinking logically. They're just existing. I know it's hard but just enjoy your family and forget about politics and the world imploding around you. I don't preach to my family. I don't discuss anything with them that I know is controversial because I know it makes them angry. They're deaf, dumb and blind. Put your thoughts and feelings in a journal. I have 11 journals now. It helps to write even if you're the only one that reads it.