Just got to Vegas.! Drove all the way from California/ Mexico boarder. The lights are dimmed here.! Casinos are dark.! Some are gone forever.! NOTHING IS THE SAME THROUGH MY EYES ANYMORE! Now that I’m half awakened.! It’s so strange how I see our world. I feel so alone with some of my so called woke family.! Had to attend a funeral for my brother. He got the shot...... >:(
It’s not easy for me to pretend anything. I pray that something comes to light soon.! Before my family completely disowned me. I want to spend the rest of this year watching and loving my family and friends. Blessings everyone and sweet dreams.!

I think most of us can relate. This isn't worth losing your family over. Sometimes you just have to keep your feelings and thoughts to yourself. It's not pretending, it's just realizing that your family is in a deep slumber and nothing you say is going to wake them. Many of us in this forum have tried. Think about something. The people around you are willing to take an experimental vaccine even if it means their life. That's not even logical considering the "virus" is 99% curable with meds from a feed store. People aren't thinking logically. They're just existing. I know it's hard but just enjoy your family and forget about politics and the world imploding around you. I don't preach to my family. I don't discuss anything with them that I know is controversial because I know it makes them angry. They're deaf, dumb and blind. Put your thoughts and feelings in a journal. I have 11 journals now. It helps to write even if you're the only one that reads it.