yes. ive been at it over 40 years...i have "friends" who know i am a satanic ritual abuse survivor and still walk with their heads in a cloud (dare i say lots of that legalized medical smoke stuff???). they were friend's - one had the gall to tell me i needed to learn how to survive. they dont change they stay in la la land

i fight to keep a balance to keep my head above water to hold on to faith, gratitude, patience. i want and need healing for all - the children now and past.

we need to feel - its what seperates us from "them" it is much harder, but we are much more alive. i have cut back on my efforts - at this point its on them.

i am proud of my inlaws (86) and a few other older folks who are getting the abortions/human trafficking side of things. we have been very gentle with helping them see - it surprizes me how awake mom is. and my 80's chiropractor has made comments/questions of late that show he us getting it...these are all conservatives so they get the wrong thin