Sending cyber hugs to you @joey . A lot of people care about you and don’t want you to give up. You are in my prayers. Why don’t you adopt a dog. I hope this doesn’t sound flippant because that’s not my intention. You could save the life of a dog from the pound or shelter and that pup just might save you in return. Animals are wonderful company and therapy. Many prayers and blessings to you! 💙🙏🇺🇸