This is a special week for Nana as well. Coming up on the date of death for my son 9 yrs ago.It was also this week last yr that God demanded that I get involved with all of this. I had a very lucid dream, yeah I know the dreams again, but our dreams are important to our lives. More than maybe you realize.
In my dream God was DEMANDING that I pay attention.I was not sure to what.Then there was a massive lightening bolt shapped like a cross that came down in front of me.There was a baby under it. I 1st thought it to refer to my new grandson born the next week, but came to no it was many babies

So sorry for your loss, I cant image the pain of the loss of a child, gratitude for you and your post. I sense the end of the month too. Im Ok with whatever God decides there is method in all that he does. The knowledge alone that we are leving this evil behind is good enough for me. Enjoy beautiful memories of your son, Ill remember you both in my prayers x