Angel Joy
@superradangel
13 March, 02:38
I'm currently on shaky ground in my personal world.
My husband is Army and is in training, maybe back to back, which leaves me and my son and our animals in limbo. No direction in sight, I am floating around now without a home and everything packed in storage.
i feel helpless. Lost. Insecure.
It's hard and unnerving to go from being the sole breadwinner my entire life to being dependent upon another. And also losing the ability to dictate any decision.
Our last conversation was awful. I felt awful for pressing. I am left feeling as if, my problems or worries too must also be sacrificed for the sake of his mindset so that he may be the very best he can be right now. This is all so new for me. I am feeling reckless and a bit hopeless. I am an abandoner when I feel I have lost everything, I throw in the towel for the sake of a clean slate. I'm trying not to think this way now. Its hard.
My husband is Army and is in training, maybe back to back, which leaves me and my son and our animals in limbo. No direction in sight, I am floating around now without a home and everything packed in storage.
i feel helpless. Lost. Insecure.
It's hard and unnerving to go from being the sole breadwinner my entire life to being dependent upon another. And also losing the ability to dictate any decision.
Our last conversation was awful. I felt awful for pressing. I am left feeling as if, my problems or worries too must also be sacrificed for the sake of his mindset so that he may be the very best he can be right now. This is all so new for me. I am feeling reckless and a bit hopeless. I am an abandoner when I feel I have lost everything, I throw in the towel for the sake of a clean slate. I'm trying not to think this way now. Its hard.
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You write of your fears. Relationships can be full of fears; share all your fears with your partner. Trust your partner for it is you two against the world. That is your mate and your chosen life partner. Do not forsake them for your own fears, utilize their strengths to strengthen your will. Together you are invincible. Do not self-sabotage by throwing in the towel and starting over. Why repeat what you have already done? Good luck and stay positive.
03:53 PM - Mar 13, 2021
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Blue Mangoes
@BlueMangoes
13 March, 04:04
In response The Real GrannyD to her Publication
That was an amazing response. Yes, do this and let the pieces fall where they may. Good luck.
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Angel Joy
@superradangel
13 March, 03:57
In response The Real GrannyD to her Publication
your response made me cry. and you are so correct. thank you. i appreciate you. ♥️
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