I don't usually ask for help--a man thing I guess. If U look at my timeline U might think (this guy could be a couple french fries short of a happy meal)--probably true. I don't know U but I'm gonna trust U with my soul. The other night I asked God to let me try and give my Love, strength, faith, support directly to the spec ops folks working now--I can't stop crying. Everyone throws up at first--there is no equal on this Earth to the smell. The sound is horrorific--screaming non-stop. "This is not real, this cannot be real--Dear God no" over and over in my head--they can't stop crying. I've always been able to "feel" people--their pain, fear, Love etc. I considered it an asset. Think me a nut if U need, but for the Everloving Grace of God Almighty--I beg U please pray for me--this is the hardest time of my life. Pray for them--this a thousand miles past Hell. Regardless, I will never quit-ever while 1 child is in peril. Love n light to U all. TY Signed: possibly nuts.

God only allows a glimpse of such things because it is just too much for a human soul to bear. The same is true for heavenly things like joy. When I asked God to let me experience HIs joy, it was so overwhelming I had to ask Him to stop. He did. I think you can ask Him for your glimpse to stop. Dear brother, even Jesus had to get away from the stench of human misery at times. Whenever the Lord shows me other glimpses, I know it is to pray for the situation or person/people. I lay my prayers and my sorrow at His feet and trust He is able to carry such a burden. He even says to come and lay them on Him. As a sister in Christ, I give you "permission" to lay this down and rest your weary soul upon the shoulder of God. Well done. xxx