I used to be the ones on the right thinking that I obeyed God and I was so proud of it. I think I was worse than the ones on the left due to my pride.

I think Jesus was speaking to Jews about the broad road that leads to destruction so they would realize none of us can enter through the narrow gate unless they are indwelt & empowered by Him....which was only possible after his death & resurrection.

Now I don't think about my own obedience, but about how he killed my old nature & gave me a humble new nature that loves to obey him deep down. If I thought about my own obedience, I would never feel good enough. It's so freeing to be myself & trust that he loves others through me, etc. (trusting is also part of my new nature so I don't have to "try"...I used to try so hard...)

I still struggle with things, but keep trusting him to work in me & help me. I can't think about my obedience or I'd feel inadequate which just adds to the struggle.