boy do i need these today.. knowing its almost over and what i tried to accomplish and didnt to my expectations has been hard today. i have always had high expectations of myself. yes i know i cannot control peoples actions or thoughts. but i could not even get ANY info into their brain cells. they dont even know what i gave them. deleted as soon as they got it all.. these were my best friends and family close family. i just ask God to give me what i need to be successful to please him.. yeah its been a hard day. hoping for a beautiful day tomorro.. and yes looking forward to this future and truths.. even tho most of it we are aware of there are pieces missing i will enjoy to complete that puzzle.. many blessing to you all. i dont know where i would be without each of you and your contributions...