thank you. i am okay. i have let a lot go. i am looking forward to the future. they aparently wont be in it. had an event with my grandson who is 24. havent seen or talked with him for 7 years, lives in LA still with mommie. as an intuitiv i saw so much potential in him as a child and slowly the "mother" or controller took him over. stopgaps were made against the fathers side. they werent married= a good thing. long story about about. her nickname was the black widow. sick!!!! every male she brought into her web was mentally destroyed.. i could write a book. he was on the east coast this week (the other side) and thought he would love to see us. we exploded with joy. then its just for breakfast and then he had to leave to get his haircut 2 hours away.. i went ballisstic. this is what his mother would have pulled.no we wont see him ever again.what i had hoped to try to mend in his heart is not for me. it is for him to do. i pray.. my only grandson.it kept me up a long time last night.