This pain in my body is burning so bad and caused me to become emotionally unstable to the point of feeling crazy. It’s literally ruined my life. But I trust God had a plan. There is no pain without purpose. I wonder why. I don’t want to post this to X because I don’t want to bother anyone or make people think I’m begging for attention. It’s so bad. I ruined what mattered most to me. I can’t work out. I can’t relax. I pray there is better on the horizon that God will heal what has been broken. I feel so lost.