I don't know why but when people get to understanding the mission from my perspective, they always stick around for a little bit and then end up folding and running off. I can't ever get a solid team assembled because the load of this mission is too overwhelming and nobody wants to mess with it. I get it. But it breaks my heart. I can't run away from this at all. I don't have a family to tend to that can pull my focus from this. It gets so old. Always left to carry it by myself. 💔
I'd give anything for change to happen. 🙏