Boy going through this surgery surely puts a lot of things in perspective, No family has been around or offered to help..If it wasn't for my AU family and the help of the Go fund me, I would be lost!!! No worries though, God always provides" Not my wants but DEFINITELY my needs...Glad I am not big on CHRISTMAS because there wont be one around here, Just feel bad for my wife through ALL this" However I remain Grateful for sure" Rant over, Just needed to vent some feelings"