Crazy thing is, when I intentionally got what I wanted, like down to grills etc. boots, and so on, and was like all good. Then this cat loses his job. I do not take any of it back at all. MY job, my fiat, my choices, but God knows the future so now my Christmas bonus is going to fiat for this house, ain't that weird. I got what I need but gold destroys the trestle board, and also God's will and OUR birthright not the demons.