Agree. We feel suspended in time, yet simultaneously bracing for sudden impact.

We still have family who have been overtaken by turbo cancer and lost the fight but also those who are somehow enduring but with frail bodies slowly deteriorating. I’m also seeing a lot of more side issues like slowly destroyed gut and veins shutting down - needing surgery or increased medication. Everything seems to be an exacerbation of something they were already struggling with but there has been an uptick in compounded issues.

Indeed very painful to still watch play out. I honestly have to mentally brace that one day soon any one of them could just be done with via heart attack. I honestly didn’t expect disclosure would be this far off. The line is getting heavy to hold.