I really need yall to pray for me, My Diabetes is affecting my kidneys, they are full of sugar and protein, Doc says there might be a leak somewhere, I dont know what that means or what to do other than eat healthy and take medication which I have been doing, nothing is working, been dealing with this for years now, I feel like im just waiting to die, I have been taking Ivermectin, and using it on the sore, irritated spots, but I dont know what to do and I'm scared.

Stop being scared. Thats the first thing you should do. Stop having sick thoughts. Your brain your thought are telling your body it’s sick. Stop that. Think How healthy you are and your body will take orders from your thoughts. You have so much more power than you think. I’m not just blowing smoke out of my ass I had Cancer in 2015 I didn’t give it power I ignored it didn’t talk about it didn’t think about it didn’t tell anyone but my immediate family. Don’t give your power away to a doctor who was taught what to tell you by people who want you dead. You Got this because you are a bad ass. Re-Wire your thoughts.