I used to be a sparring partner for a professional boxer, have been building homes for years and can build them from the ground up 3500 to 4500 square foot homes. Before the crash I had a corporation to which I had four homes, four commercial buildings and three businesses running.
You have no idea who I am, my negativity comes from all the lies we've been told and all the time we spent trying to decipher things.
I'm just stepping back for a while I've said my peace so we'll see how it turns out.

i dont need your background and i dont care if you are the pope, i am not impressed.. i see your words.. we are all equal on this earth.. your words are negative or after all this time your not understanding how mutifaceted this whole thing is.. VERY!. and that is the only way you can think. try something positive in your life. i guess you were monetarily successful but emotionally depressed cause thats all i read. its too bad.. i suggest talking to the man upstairs all by yourself to sort yourself out.. its really easy and it really works.. anon is the most honest place to go but if your not discerning your readings then you go the down road.. watch who you read... i think your worth it!! start today... a beautiful future ahead.. only positive life can flourish other wise nothing to look forward to.. quick option. dont get hung up on minutia.. poof its gone the next day.. just go with the flow now.. again. your worth it