Last post today..I think.

I love God. I pray meditate. I take time to focus deeply in speaking with God. I ask God to look after my family, help me, and help good people.

This is not so emotional. I simply communicate with God through these events. It’s intense and direct communication. Something happens that is not a huge deal, but I can’t explain it.

Tears run down my face EVERYTIME. It’s not emotional. Is God crying for me because I let him down? That part does make me sad. I need to do better.