I am so sorry you are going through this. I have a 20+ marriage very much on the rocks because my husband has really bad ptsd & he has the flight mode on. He keeps threatening to sell our house in the middle of all of this & build a new house. With everything I have going on, he really thinks I have the energy or desire to do this. He's wrapped up in stupid materialism thoughts & I am in a spiritual battle he doesn't even understand. I'm trying desperately to keep our family unit together during this mess & it's constant stress on me. I'm supposed to be the nurturing mom & need to take on the strong male roll too because my husband can't deal with the reality of this insane world. It's very lonely & I pray constantly that he can handle whatever is coming. It's way too much stress. Please use your faith in GOD right now and we are here to give you strength 💪. You can do this. I pray for your family and for divine peace and guidance for both of us. Hang in there.