This whole war I've been crippled and disabled and not one cent of disability help has been given to me. My own country won't even help me. Applied for disability several times only to be turned down when I genuinely need it.
I'm losing hope in everyone and everything. Sacrificing all of my time and heart for this. And I'm miserable and broke. My parents are abusive and I have nowhere else to go. Just want to feel a sliver of peace and love just once in my life. 😭 Please will u pray for me.

I’m sorry you’re feeling down and having a rough go at it, this too shall pass.

Did you ever think of making a website teaching about Gematria and Numerology and offering classes or programs to teach people about it? You already do it every day and it comes easy to you. Could turn into something great…