In 2017 I went through the biggest heartache I'd ever endured. Shattered to my core by the realization that my sister was a malignant narcissist, I lost my entire family by fighting back and writing about my experience.

By 2020 I relapsed after thirteen years of sobriety.

I walked away from every toxic friendship I'd endured.

I came very close to losing my husband, who is the love of my life.

In 2022 I entered rehab, and not voluntarily.

I spent a night in jail after a bad reaction to Gabapentin, then went off all pharmaceuticals.

The next year of my life was brutal, so anxious I could hardly function and without any support whatsoever aside from God, my husband and my beloved golden retriever.

I had to pick myself up and dust myself off and start fresh, it was utterly terrifying.

There is life after the Storm.

If God brings you to it my friends, He will assuredly bring you through it.

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I can so relate to you. I know some of what you say. It is so awful when a family turns on a member. It happened to me. I get the feeling that they (my family) don't like me because I am a curse breaker. I think God has been with me and tenderly kept me protected from the worst parts of what I went through. Now my sisters know I am intuitive and appreciate it. I just had my older brother tell me he is sick of my BS stories in a text. It doesn't bother me anymore what he or anyone else thinks. I made a joke of it. Sick people hate truth-tellers. It destroys their paradigm. God Bless you and may he continue to wrap his arms around you!

Thank you kindly, Telesia. Narcissists need a scapegoat and the truthteller of the family is their target. I'm so sorry for your experience and no, I don't care what anyone thinks of me any longer-they don't walk in my shoes, they haven't lived my life. God knows our hearts, and He will have vengeance-I can guarantee they will reap what they've sown.

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I want to cry because Dr. Ramani said everything that I know to be true. There were two periods in my life when I became mute. I couldn't speak at all. You can't turn off being a truth-teller so I just stopped speaking. Thank you, Michelle!