I went though a very similar situation, except I was badly injured (prescribed every narcotic known to man) and my sons narcissistic father, died from an fentanyl overdose. Needless to say.. It woke me up to reality & changed everything. Once I started to heal, & learn forgiveness, my son’s father came to me in lucid dream and I got to see the level of Heaven that he was currently in with my grandma that died 2 weeks before he did. She told me she knew he was coming, and stuck around to help him cross over. He came walking down the aisle of the massive lecture hall with a BIBLE under his arm. He said he was so sorry for what he did, and now he is learning what he failed to learn when he was alive and going through his awakening process. When my grandma & him both hugged me the energy of LOVE was so intense I could barley stand, I went to the back of the hall in the bathroom and pinched myself and looked in the mirror saying out loud “This is really happening”
Then I woke up!