03 April, 07:01
I was working with some of the most brilliant genius computer scientists in my telecoms career. Absolutely pioneering work on the ΔQ performance engineer framework and linking it to the Recursive Internet Architecture (RINA) framework. Finishing off the theoretical foundations for classical distributed computation. I had to go through an awful grieving process in 2018-20 as I let go of it all... don't want to air dirty laundry in public, but I haven't spoken to any of those former colleagues in 6+ years. It's so very sad, and I know they now face a very rough time as the whole picture comes out and it wasn't me that went crazy; they all did. The propaganda and mind control stole so much from us all, and this is nothing compared to the losses in terms of family. I am hoping there will soon be a time for compassionate reconciliation; there's no real betrayal to overcome, so forgiveness is relatively easy. AU is the only place I can discuss this in public; sufficiently obscure.
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This is the problem of becoming a new creation. The old ways/places/ideologies/relationships-don’t work anymore.
Sometimes, even when we aren’t actively claiming it. God moves us into a position in preparation for it by removing our comfortable existence. If we’re comfortable. There’s no reason to change. Like bird parents “bruising” the nest to coax the baby birds to leave. We need incentive to move on as well.
For those sent to break ground, it is a painful and lonely task. Made more so because they have no idea where they’re going. They only know they can’t remain where they were.
Ego/pride are the main roadblocks to reconciliation. The problem becomes. If they are currently so far away from us, did we ever really know each other after all. Becoming untethered from close relationships, brings to light the possibility of having lived a false life. Leaving us to wait for confirmation either way.
Martin. You are where you are supposed to be.
❤️
Sometimes, even when we aren’t actively claiming it. God moves us into a position in preparation for it by removing our comfortable existence. If we’re comfortable. There’s no reason to change. Like bird parents “bruising” the nest to coax the baby birds to leave. We need incentive to move on as well.
For those sent to break ground, it is a painful and lonely task. Made more so because they have no idea where they’re going. They only know they can’t remain where they were.
Ego/pride are the main roadblocks to reconciliation. The problem becomes. If they are currently so far away from us, did we ever really know each other after all. Becoming untethered from close relationships, brings to light the possibility of having lived a false life. Leaving us to wait for confirmation either way.
Martin. You are where you are supposed to be.
❤️
08:18 AM - Apr 04, 2024
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
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