ThankQ, I have lived several lives in this time, in different era's, living different kinds of lives, the realization of this has taken me decades 2 realise & understand, an old head on young shoulders I've been, loving & understanding to everyone I meet. But I realized the bigger picture of what has happened & realized evil had ruined a hidden part of life, children where visiting me in my dreams asking for help, I have had 2 learn it all myself, I looked & searched for similar 'beings' like me. Everytime I found someone 2 help me wade through the interwoven threads & layers they have been taken from me, or COVID destroyed those threads. As a little girl I'd been traumatized by nightime visitors that came to torment me when I couldn't move or scream. How I am still sane today is in itself amazing. In later years I've opened up 2 my brother who 2 is awake, understands like me is here with a mission. But we just feel frustrated we can't join in the real battle.