I don't even want to go out of my house anymore. It's like I truly don't belong here anymore, not that I ever fit in. I had the cashier say how there are more variants of COVID coming out. People are so clueless. The whole dairy section of the store is now behind glass doors. I guess the final stage will be locks. Seeing the fliers on the wall of the doctor's office showing a child's palm hovering over something electronic made me want to throw up. I can't stand the madness anymore. I'm sorry if people don't like me sharing how I am feeling but I am beyond fed up. I now find myself having the run away mentality kicking in. I know though that there is no running away. I need prayers today guys. I feel like I am surrounded by brainless idiots.