Hey, hold on there, this is a longer fight than any of us imagined. It's the not knowing what will happen next that leads to depression.

I care about all the good people here.

I've gone through so much crap in the last few years besides this never ending story that has become the norm, so crap becomes the norm. Eventually the stress drops down to a low level, you have no choice but to plod on. There is no good alternative.

Changing seasons don't help, it gets darker early at this time of year by 4:19 pm in UK, soon it will be 3:30. Cabin fever sets in but we've had a reasonable lot of weather so I've managed to get out in the garden doing an early clean up, planted bulbs too. I feel for those who don't have a garden, small pleasures break the monotony, giving some pleasure that something has been achieved if only a little.

Sending big hugs your way. We will survive this. Be assured heavenly spirits are real. I feel quietly confident.

Its so sad Lauren that we are hurting and it breaks my heart to hear you feeling this pain- many of us have lost everything - we struggle with simple everyday needs...I am so exhausted from this ... Someone needs to STEP UP and do something... (before whatever is suppose to happen- happens)...what are they waiting for??- Like you said there are ones who can turn this around.... (at least on some level) ....YEAH VK - tell us what the APL really means / bc I am not buying whatever was told to us.... and I'm also not buying: "I am just a regular Patriot like the rest of you"... NO - there is more...
I find it all ....rather insulting.

We have had our family and friends divided (taken from us) and now this whole Truth (community)- is divided ..I never saw a group of people who claim to be for the same thing - actually scattered all over the place ...
WHAT A SHIT SHOW !

Hang in there! Hopefully soon!