I can relate. I walked away from nursing Oct. 2020, the hospital system went full depopulation mode, and I was pulling 100K/yr. I had to start over after 30 yrs. Now I'm just trying to make it from week to week doing odd carpentry jobs. My 401K is spent. Went thru a divorce as well. Front tires are balled & I can't afford new ones. With all the heat in Texas, utilities are over $200/ mo. And I still have to make my car payment or I have no transportation. Insurance is outrageous when you've been on a group plan & become single. But I chose my path because I couldn't ethically continue working in healthcare with what they continue to do. At first, I was very bitter & angry. But God was able to show me that I had a generational curse with a spirit of murder. After much prayer & fasting I was delivered. Now I can pray for those who are causing harm, knowingly or unknowingly.
My conscience is clear, I have peace with God, and will continue to trust Him for my needs. He's faithful.