Yes my dear...and im sorry for the misunderstanding. I realize stepping away from jobs and running out of money are realities that are difficult to navigate thru this shitshow...and its easy just to say: Have Faith and whatnot...and who am I to be so certain of any of my beliefs anyway? I can only say this: My near death experience last yr in May '22 has sealed my Faith, removed my FEAR, and shown me my resilience and Faith are demonstrations of God's Love WITHIN ME. God grows our Faith once we demstrate we have some. Because when we turn to God...He is already there and always was. Our Faith is shown when we pray in complete desparation...we turn to God only when it's real bad. It doesn't matter why or when we do...God is there. When I recovered, or even made it thru the night my prayers were being answered in real time. Nothing was more clear or uplifting. I had to forgive, and cheer up too. That was on me. Ur right: God Wins. We just need to Trust God and be in Faith. Love u sis.🤍

Oh I want to give you a giant HUG !!!!..... I had to read it twice GOD BUMPS.... I believe your words will help others.... each of us have had experiences that have showed us who God is and that He is always there - He has to be ...there is a little piece of Him in all of us... The SPARK OF LIFE...so just when your feeling down - you can RE-SPARK IT.... located behind the belly button BTW.... like jumper cables with a car.... the NEGATIVES and the POSITIVES .... GOD is the like the neutralizer ...... showing us how it works... just GLORIOUS !