I just lost another friend yesterday, my precious friend of many years was welcomed into Heaven yesterday. She was so dear to me, I took care of her when she had her first stem cell transplant, staying at the hospital with her, then in a hotel room as she recovered fr the transplant. Her death was very unexpected though, she was better, but suddenly died. This makes 2 friends I've lost in 2 weeks. I feel broken, and find myself wondering if I'll even make it through this.... I'm still posting, but now I'm a different person, one I don't even know.

There is so much sadness in the World. You have been the best Friend anyone could ever hope for.
My husband didn't make it through the first treatment for the stem cell. Knowing what I know now, we probably wouldn't have made the same decision. But all the decisions was my husbands choice. Don't beat yourself up. Reach out to God and ask him to send down his Angels to hold you while you find yourself again.🙏