I am genuinely not well and finding it hard to work right now. It frustrates my inner warrior, who wants to battle, but simply cannot. Just have to rest and recuperate. Have managed about an hour at the laptop today before feeling wiped out. Cumulative stress of battle has done me in. Lack of bullets and bombs easily arms the self-critic who says there are no valid invisible wounds in an unseen war. Have to consciously override that internal narrative and reject the self-denigration. It’s OK to have fought myself into a messy mush. More honourable than those who didn’t enter the arena and remain unblemished.

KING, WARRIOR, MAGICIAN LOVER

Three-Dimensions of Space, 1 Dimension of Time

Three-in-One Triune Heart-Brain/Brain Heart

The WARRIOR (Five-Sensory, Fight-Flight-Freeze Survival Brain) must Surrender and Place Himself in Service to the KING (i.e. the Heart) and Allow the E-Motional Mammalian Brain to begin the Process of Self-Transformation (i.e. the MAGICIAN) so that the Rational, Neo-Cortex Based Ego can become the LOVER who becomes a Living Instrument of Pure Love and Grace--a Spiritual Catalyst and Facilitator through which others can Find the Courage to Look Within and Discover their own Connection to the Source Within

This is the Underlying Pattern of Joseph Campbell's HERO'S JOURNEY which Lies at the Core of ALL Stories and Mythologies and is the bases of the Life and Teaching of Jesus (i.e. The Greatest Story Ever Told)
The Warrior leaves the World of Every Day Life, Enters what Appears

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to the Five Sensory Survival Brain to be the Darkness, the Void, the Abyss and Encounters Obstacles which Allow Him to Transform and Transmute his FEARS (MAGICIAN) and become a Conscious Living Embodiment of Life and Love Itself (LOVER/KING)

If you want to Know more about this, I Am Willing to be your Personal Guide through which you can Actualize this Potential Within Yourself. I would do this FREELY as part of my Service to the Christ Consciousness of the Source that Lives Within Us.
You have been a Valuable Contributor to my Personal Understanding of the Q Material ever since I first saw you in an Interview with Robert David Steele.
If you are Interested, my Personal Email is Ruiterstofyahoo.com.
I Am Already in Weekly/Bi-Weekly Contact with another Anon who is a Franciscan Sister and we have had some AMAZING Interactions without being Limited to 3,000 Character Posts on ANON.

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