Good idea to prepare for blackout(s)

It's almost 3am, can't sleep, ears ringing again, totally wired...and then you finally post here on AU. Was like I was waiting for this msg, felt it coming or something. Maybe now I'll be able to sleep (but probably not). Have missed you here at HOME VK, hope you and the family are doing well!

Still suspended on Twitter after more than 10 appeals, all denied. Father's Day was rough for me, it's only been 5 weeks since my dad died and I miss him so much. Have felt off all week, wild ups and downs, but yesterday tears were flowing bigly. 😢

Don't know why I'm yammering on, just feel like an old friend has returned and I feel the need to catch up. Sorry, has been tough here on AU with all my frens gone to the Twatter battlefield. A bit lonely I guess, has been quiet here on AU.