In our family I'm known as the one who is vry Empathic, connects first with Animals before humans, that, I now see is what might have given me an advantage, as from age 13yrs, I experienced being shocked & horrified to learn that 'I' was being feed/eating my friends aka Animals... my fellow Earthlings (but Children's minds it seems can process disturbing truths better then adults can) I made an instant choice not to 'partake' in that ritual ever again, I developed 'a need to know' only truths and moved on to learn about the barbaric treatment of animals in labs, vivisection etc, plus companies to boycott etc.
Being highly empathic meant that IF I am going to be able to function, I needed to learn how to process info before it destroys Me. That's why I say 'give me all the truths, I can handle that far better then the untruth/lies, and when I get that feeling that 'there's something important I need to know' I become irritable and start searching! That's how I/we got here🙏