Much like my jouorney, although while I took the oath could not post it, as I am pretty challenged when using a computer at times.(still sitting in my outbox) It would never upload, however, that being said, I would almost follow your story to the T. Scared at the beginning but gained so much strength and bravery, made many friends I have never met, and have found so much love from the Anons. Being in the trenches with people that you can trust and look upto helps, especially when you lose family and friends due to beliefs.