Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
20 December, 10:05
This week is just difficult, spent last Christmas in hospital bedside, watching my dad die slowly until he passed Boxing day morning.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
Notice: Undefined index: tg1tga_access in /home/admin/www/anonup.com/themes/default/apps/timeline/post.phtml on line 396
Franco Loperfido
@FRA68
07 May, 09:07
In response Awake Elf to her Publication
Ciò che sogni puoi realizzarlo.....se inizi a mettere in pratica il tuo sogno le cose succedono "come per magia".....nella tua vita subentrano inaspettatamente anime e fatti, sta succedendo a me. Sembra "una magia" ma forse è una questione di fisica. Se hai sogni ed ideali.....comincia a metterli in pratica e condividili....poi le cose accadono.
Notice: Undefined index: tg1tga_access in /home/admin/www/anonup.com/themes/default/apps/timeline/post.phtml on line 396
I keep telling the universe how I want to help, while I dont feel any closer to my dream, I have faith something is working in the background to help get me there. In the mean time I am doing what I can physically to prepare.
07:43 AM - May 08, 2023
In response Franco Loperfido to his Publication
Only people mentioned by Awake_Elf in this post can reply
Franco Loperfido
@FRA68
12 May, 07:46
In response Awake Elf to her Publication
Grazie per la tua risposta. Tutti abbiamo sogni, non pensare che io sia tanto vicino al mio. Il nostro percorso di vita è come un viaggio in treno, abbiamo tanti compagni di viaggio ma ognuno vede una realtà diversa fuori dal finestrino. Poi ti trovi a discutere con i tuoi compagni sulla differenza del film che vedi tu rispetto a loro...poi litighi senza capire che il percorso è lo stesso e la destinazione è comune. Quando arrivi alla destinazione comprendi che, litigando con i compagni di viaggio, hai sprecato tempo. Il viaggio ha senso, il tempo ha importanza....non sprechiamolo.
Notice: Undefined index: tg1tga_access in /home/admin/www/anonup.com/themes/default/apps/timeline/post.phtml on line 396
Franco Loperfido
@FRA68
12 May, 07:57
In response Franco Loperfido to his Publication
Qui subentra la vera essenza del motto WWG1WGA. Non è un meme od una metafora, Lo spirito di questa fra se va oltre noi stessi, è la nostra più grande forza, Io ne sto facendo una regola di vita, al di fuori delle regole di mercato. Forse morirò nella speranza del cambiamento, più probabilmente assisterò e parteciperò al crocevia dell'umanità che sta dietro all'angolo. Sembra sia un bel tempo per essere qui e vivi a partecipare.
Notice: Undefined index: tg1tga_access in /home/admin/www/anonup.com/themes/default/apps/timeline/post.phtml on line 396
Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
26 May, 05:54
In response Franco Loperfido to his Publication
This is a wonderful analogy, this week has been rough so your words have been good timing.
Though I must admit, life is feeling more like a train wreck currently :(
Though I must admit, life is feeling more like a train wreck currently :(
Notice: Undefined index: tg1tga_access in /home/admin/www/anonup.com/themes/default/apps/timeline/post.phtml on line 396
