I couldn’t understand the video due to lack of captions. However, based on reading the comments (God bless all of you), I’m relieved to know that I am not the only one going through this. I really tried red-pilling in the last couple of years but to truly no avail. My parents seem awake more on the surface of things (they will wake only if the media starts “accidentally” spilling some truth.) But they won’t drip their toes or take a full dive in the pool. My wife is dead asleep and kept calling my research “Qanon shit” (she does not seem fond of me going down the rabbit hole). I feel like I’m the only one doing all the heavy lifting.

It had gotten to a point that I just stop trying and let everyone in my circle to wake up in their own term. Like how I woke up on my own terms through questioning and researching. I took the initiative for myself. Honestly, I could use a real hug.