My frens here could offer me pot, and I'd still say no. Why because I don't like to be lazy and I don't like to be not in my own body. Pot gives me anxiety and someone laced it before in the past, so I choose to stay away for me and ET knows I am aligned. They can do whatever the fluff they want and I still love them. As long as I am not in harms way...I am going to be confident in my assessment to seek soul family and a drink or two won't get me off path. I only drink beer anyways. Would it be fun to release, maybe, but too much drink makes me ill..May as well stay in my element.

Societal influence holds no value over my head. I know myself, I trust myself, I appreciate the trust E has in me and I am not going to lose sight of the final ending. I know where home is and the art career ahead..I know E knows I like to be alone because I am a lone wolf, but right now just because I open the door to a fren, doesn't mean I will beg E to keep me there. A has work to do to get a place for us and he will feel less stressed if I am with my true frens on Earth. We are at a crossroads & the unfamiliar is becoming a shitshow...I prefer 2 stay well aware of whom I choose to surround myself with and a responsible, motherly sistar is NOT going to delay this, she is a free spirit like me, taught me a lot...loves music and it is a perfect opportunity to go forward in light to the musical peace and laugh again not scared of tomorrow. She knows the blue ocean well, we have had many chats..but right now the only thing truly is AE to know. Elon is a good person to chat about normal.