The biggest anxiety I have is about is the thought of draco reptilians. We don't want to believe it yet we do because we don't want to believe a human could be so evil. What keeps me up at night is that I have met evil minded humans. The worst experience I had as a teen involved a situation with Jewish community I was raised upstate ny. They were men dressed in black with funny hair beards and hats. They ran a prostitution bath house. This is real. They want young innocent victims. No one knows that story. Now I guess it's out there. Children and teens are trafficked people need to care. Society judges. They don't see pain. We ignore it. We are all responsible. That shame pain and part of my experience has made me feel everything I have avoided. Painful memories. I just want to help the children kids know a beautiful world. Teach them about God and have gratitude foe life. See beauty in the trees, flowers and this amazing experience on this planet. God heard us. Feeling weird sharing