Today is one year anniversary of the murder of my wife. I've not forgotten. Revenge rings my ears everyday. The bible says revenge is for God. Sometimes it's hard not to act on the voices telling me to exact it. But I know, that is the evil calling. That would lower me to the murderers level if I did. I have to let go, and let God's immaculate plan evolve. Since I cannot see her anymore in life, I have to ensure my passage in death.