nobody gets chest pain over a dog, he’s dying and I can’t stop it. Dammit

Paul you are not alone. I still have a gaping hole in my heart from loosing my dog Wilbur due to cancer almost 12 years ago. I understand your sadness. The love that I have/had for Wilbur is much bigger than the sadness I have because he is no longer with us. Although my husband and I still cry taking about him. We finally got another dog about two yesrs ago and another one shortly there after. I pray that you and your wolf friend will find some comfort during this most difficult time.