Doq Holliday
@doqholliday
23 January, 01:37
There is nothing better in life than having sex, which then bears offspring that you get to cherish, teach and love.
It’s God’s plan and it’s beautiful.
We need more people telling that story.
It’s God’s plan and it’s beautiful.
We need more people telling that story.
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Night Shift
@kekerista
23 January, 02:36
In response Doq Holliday to his Publication
I do agree and That's why this hurts all the more Doq.
I met my husband when I was 16. Married him when I was 21.
Planned to start a family at 26, didn't happen until 28yrs. Had my daughter, planned to have many more, Couldn't.
Focus on that one daughter.
Taught her all I knew. Loved her with every cell of my body.
She hates both of us.
She never wants to speak to us again.
They got a hold of her.
She was fine and reciprocated and thrived until she begged to go to public High School. We gave in. Even supported it.
It ended in the worst way possible.
Crying just typing this out.
I never knew your heart could break in so many pieces.
I know I'm not the only one going through this exact same thing.
The journey has emotionally scarred the both of us to our core.
I know this is God's plan and I have to trust.
but it is the most hurtful thing in the world when your child wishes you dead and all you want to do is love them, hold them, watch them grow.
Exclusion, it's aw
I met my husband when I was 16. Married him when I was 21.
Planned to start a family at 26, didn't happen until 28yrs. Had my daughter, planned to have many more, Couldn't.
Focus on that one daughter.
Taught her all I knew. Loved her with every cell of my body.
She hates both of us.
She never wants to speak to us again.
They got a hold of her.
She was fine and reciprocated and thrived until she begged to go to public High School. We gave in. Even supported it.
It ended in the worst way possible.
Crying just typing this out.
I never knew your heart could break in so many pieces.
I know I'm not the only one going through this exact same thing.
The journey has emotionally scarred the both of us to our core.
I know this is God's plan and I have to trust.
but it is the most hurtful thing in the world when your child wishes you dead and all you want to do is love them, hold them, watch them grow.
Exclusion, it's aw
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💙I find it very good, that you are telling the truth, here, no matter how much it hurts you or whether it would sound 'nice' to the others here..
it's only the truth that can teach us all about life.
Life hurts many times in my life, too, but i'm hesitant to write it down here for all the world to see, cause it's not enjoyable.
What i can say is, the Love for your own child, especially when conceived by pure Love, is so much more than anything in the world, it still gives, even though it hurts. It gives you such a weird strange loving feeling, that every pain you endure with hope that it will stick in the end, end it does. She will remember it all, even in another life. She will take everything you gave her with her for ever. Imagine not being nice to her, also that will stick and she will take also this with her. She will weight it in times of dire need, and the more it hurts her, the more it will stick and comfort her, even when she's regretting it all. She will take it as it is.💜
it's only the truth that can teach us all about life.
Life hurts many times in my life, too, but i'm hesitant to write it down here for all the world to see, cause it's not enjoyable.
What i can say is, the Love for your own child, especially when conceived by pure Love, is so much more than anything in the world, it still gives, even though it hurts. It gives you such a weird strange loving feeling, that every pain you endure with hope that it will stick in the end, end it does. She will remember it all, even in another life. She will take everything you gave her with her for ever. Imagine not being nice to her, also that will stick and she will take also this with her. She will weight it in times of dire need, and the more it hurts her, the more it will stick and comfort her, even when she's regretting it all. She will take it as it is.💜
02:32 AM - Jan 24, 2023
In response Night Shift to her Publication
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Night Shift
@kekerista
24 January, 12:54
In response _AT_ 42_ to her Publication
Honestly that's the only thing that keeps me from contacting her. She's made her wishes very known.
I abide by them because I've always respected boundries. Practice what I preach.
She doesn't have a good answer to why she hates us anyway. In time she will realize it's her personality that she's wrestling with. It's not my place to tell her. These are things that come with maturity and age.
And if it doesn't? I've made peace with it as much as a mother could.
I expect she'll feel my pain when her pain ends and things will come full circle.
She committed crimes as a juvenile against us. Actual punishable by law crimes. The only answer I ever got was that she said to her therapist and then me later that she thinks she's evil and that she's holding me responsible for giving birth to her.
I abide by them because I've always respected boundries. Practice what I preach.
She doesn't have a good answer to why she hates us anyway. In time she will realize it's her personality that she's wrestling with. It's not my place to tell her. These are things that come with maturity and age.
And if it doesn't? I've made peace with it as much as a mother could.
I expect she'll feel my pain when her pain ends and things will come full circle.
She committed crimes as a juvenile against us. Actual punishable by law crimes. The only answer I ever got was that she said to her therapist and then me later that she thinks she's evil and that she's holding me responsible for giving birth to her.
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_AT_ 42_
@AT42
24 January, 01:29
In response Night Shift to her Publication
Oh dear, that's bad. I hope and I pray now, that she will find someone she loves so much, that the evil will leave her asap. Evil cannot stand Love, or so i heard.
My family on the other hand never phones me, although i would like them to. I have absolutely no idea why, other than that they are simply weird.
My family on the other hand never phones me, although i would like them to. I have absolutely no idea why, other than that they are simply weird.
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