Oh Maria.....i understand this totally. I no longer can afford to buy food. I borrowed money before..thousands for numerous tests for her. Vet is clueless to what this is. Going to a new vet. I am still thousands in debt now. I borrowed money. I need $16,000 for eye surgery myself before I go blind and it's already been almost 2 yrs. I am on borrowed time. I have a vehicle thats a 96. needs new motor so cant really drive it far at all. I can barely pay my bills. I am drowning. I tell you.. I didn't sign up for this war. Yep i was ok living in the matrix. I dont have but a few yrs left on my life anyway..I could have been happy enough. but now...white hats/black hats gotta destroy us all. many on the streets, many starving, many dying, God says he is coming to help and has been saying this. Where is he? I see nothing. Not a damn thing. Fed up. A bullet would be much better for me. Done with this shitty fucking life. I HATE HUMANITY. I HATE EVERYTHING!

🙏It certainly doesn't sound good, what are we going to do, we can't do anything against those devilish pigs. I am also afraid that the wrong thing will happen and that we have been duped in the whole thing. And the plan was to find those who will fight for freedom in the world. No more knowing who we can trust or what to believe. It all seems to be getting worse and worse week by week. F::: I'm angry spewing fire,, And yes pray and pray yup 1000 times a day have started shouting instead. Shit world. Hope a miracle happens and you take care and don't give up you are worth gold and I am thinking of you and Diamond. Lots of hugs from me❤️🙏😰