Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
03 January, 10:47
Confession:
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. 😔 I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well 😅 I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. 😔 I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well 😅 I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
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Loret Alen
@Lorettamusic
03 January, 12:50
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
Sending prayers and love. You are one of the first anons I want to have tea with on anon island!!
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
05 January, 03:06
In response Loret Alen to his Publication
Oh I would love that so much!!!
What's your favorite tea? 🍵
What's your favorite tea? 🍵
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Loret Alen
@Lorettamusic
05 January, 10:32
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
Depends on my mood! Been really into peppermint lately but I'm usually a chai gal! What about you?
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
05 January, 12:41
In response Loret Alen to his Publication
CHAI IS MY FAVORITE!!! 🥰🥰🥰
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Loret Alen
@Lorettamusic
05 January, 12:43
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
Chai party it is!!! :) Shall we wear fancy hats?
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
05 January, 12:56
In response Loret Alen to his Publication
Of Course!!! We'll go High Tea style! 😎
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Loret Alen
@Lorettamusic
05 January, 01:32
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
YES!!! I totally needed something fun like this to look forward to! :) Thanks Fren!
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Me too! 🤭🤍
Thank you for giving me the honor of having tea with you on anon island! 🙏
Thank you for giving me the honor of having tea with you on anon island! 🙏
01:41 PM - Jan 05, 2023
In response Loret Alen to his Publication
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