Well i think many of us share your loneliness, although it sounds like your way is especially challenging. I certainly dont want to compare to what you have been through, but i also lost lot of friends, was banned from our family Christmas (because i refused the jabs) and generally find it hard to make new friends/acquaintances.
I just cant talk to the "Normies" who believe all these lies from the MSM and politics. So i am always the crazy conspiracy nut when conversations start to expand beyond small talk. But i simply cant suppress the truth.
I do truly believe, that fate/God and our soul choose this path and never forget, that without enough of us-the people who refused the vaccine tyranny and are uncovering and publishing their lies every day, they would have already won and we would be living in a dystopian hell by now.
But as time passes on their narrative is crumbling steadily and we are winning. I can certainly see light at the end of the tunnel.