Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
03 January, 10:47
Confession:
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. 😔 I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well 😅 I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. 😔 I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well 😅 I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
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Canadian Patriot
@WWG1WGA12
03 January, 04:59
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
❤🇨🇦
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
03 January, 07:10
In response Canadian Patriot to his Publication
😊🙏🤍
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
03 January, 07:13
In response Canadian Patriot to his Publication
I'm starting to understand this with new meaning a little more each day 😊
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Canadian Patriot
@WWG1WGA12
03 January, 07:15
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
yes everything has meaning
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