This is my first holiday without my kids or anyone, left here alone and I just layed on the couch crying. My heart is broken because NO family wants to be around because they all think I am crazy believing and Trusting Q…. I am a patriot that lost everything, and now having to split holidays because I lost my marriage 3 years ago. This is a pain that doesnt go away. I pray and I pray and the pain is still there. God please bring the Soulmate you have chosen for me I need you always Lord 🙏🏻

This brought back memories of when my kids were small and my ex came and took them because it was his turn to have them for Christmas..... I think I cried all day, Christmas without the kids wasn’t Christmas at all. 😕 This time of year is actually hard on many people.

Your story is EXACTLY the same as mine.

My father wasn’t a doctor but he was the one with the money. Paid the bare minimum he could in support, even had it written into the divorce decree that my brother and I could expect no help except for shortfall if either of us decided to go on to school post-secondary.

We lived with my mom who also struggled. We had didn’t have much, BUT WE HAD EACH OTHER, and that was more than enough.

I forgive my Dad for what he did - not to let him off the hook (that’s not what forgiveness is about), but so I could let go of the anger.

My mom is gone to Heaven now (going on 3 years ago). My father yet lives - he knows what he did was wrong and he has to live with it in this hell-on-Earth matrix.

Anyone seeing this - YOU ARE NOT ALONE. We have each other. Reach out - one of us will ALWAYS answer. ❤️