Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
20 December, 10:05
This week is just difficult, spent last Christmas in hospital bedside, watching my dad die slowly until he passed Boxing day morning.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
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After having been completely homeless, I am able to celebrate and be grateful for a roof over my head...Any roof. Many are not so fortunate. There is ALWAYS something to be grateful for.
Find it, and your perspective will shift. I promise.
hugs.
Find it, and your perspective will shift. I promise.
hugs.
03:39 AM - Dec 27, 2022
In response Awake Elf to her Publication
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Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
19 January, 04:39
In response anna justice to her Publication
Thank you, I have been trying so hard to do this. My place of peace is my garden, growing food. Its hard to do that when Im out there and the neighbour is loosing it or trying to cause issues with me and others or smashing on my fence etc.
I am grateful for a roof over our heads, I just want more for my kids and for them not to have to deal with crackheads causing us so many problems.
I am grateful for a roof over our heads, I just want more for my kids and for them not to have to deal with crackheads causing us so many problems.
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