I saw this and my heart went out - same happened to me- a few years ago -I LOST everything and almost everyone. After wiping the tears I wanted to know why... so I searched for the answers. This is what I found: God had to remove anyone that may have interferred with the mission He has for you... you may not know- but YOU were CHOSEN and you made an agreement with God..seems like it may be a very important mission because we are almost at the end. The next thing I needed to know is WHY so much PAIN...from what I innerstand - the way our DNA repairs itself is through trauma... there is some chemical released when these feelings of dispare happen.. the chemical is needed to make the repairs.... and your SOUL MATE will appear soon - but first you need to connect with your HIGHER SELF... once you tap into your higher self-many things will fall into place. Its not easy and took time for me to accept and wrap my head around but its the only thing that resonated with me. PRAYERS !